age: 21
goals: none
hobbies: none
friends: none
i hate everything i am
i hate everything about me without exception
i'm tired, i'm fucking tired
my life is a mess and nothing's okay
every day i feel sicker and more tired
i just want to give up
there's nothing good for me here
i don't belong here
being alive is my punishment
why am i alive?
why can't i die?
nothing interests me
i'm useless, i'm good for nothing
nobody interests me
i can't love anyone because my heart is sick and broken
the only person i love is my worst nightmare
she's my ruin and my salvation, but she doesn't give a shit about me
she knows she's got me in the palm of her hand
she knows i can't love anyone else
she knows that she can hurt me as many times as she wants to
i can't escape from here
my life is a misery and i don't know how to fix it
i feel so alone
i feel so ruined
i feel so scare
i want to cry, but the tears never come
i just want to feel good about myself
i just want to be loved...
